I can’t sleep and it is only because i am laying here wishing my man would text me.

A hard day around the house, i want to tell him all about it so then i feel even more better about the things i have done.

Some how when i tell him he makes it sound like i won something big like a lot of money.

I wonder  ”why is it men have that way ?”

and why is it that no matter what it means more to me then anything else. Sure there other things that can make me feel better but he the only one that makes me feel crazy good. 

I miss you Sweetie. 

So I’ve notice on many shows they will give you a list of what not to eat.

I can understand why they don’t want us to eat.

So i am going to make a list of things i will cut out of my life.

A no no I wont eat THAT!

• Pop /soda drinks
• Energy Drink -Rock Star,Monster,Red Bull
• Soups” Only the one with a lot of salt
• Fast Food
• Microwavable meals /T.v Dinners
• Doughnuts
• Chips
• Pasta
• mayonnaise

Today goal is to organize.

I plan to go after my desk, get my work space all clean out. So on up coming Monday i can buckle down and get my new life style on track. 

I so far had a slow start this morning. I work late last night also it didn’t help that i didn’t fall a sleep till 3am. But i know that i wont let it stop me.

I have my amazing boyfriend  an family helping me.

I am moving my books into a closet an pulling out my Buddha statues, I also an going to bring out my Egyptian woman an my Egyptian cat statues.

Getting my work space in the mo-jo mood so when i look at it, just looking at it will motivate me.

I found this photo online, and looking at it makes me want to clean. So hopeful at the end of today my desk will be organize to the way i see it in my head.

I moved a lot of things around on my desk.

Photos I’ve printed off of my family an of good moment, are now put away inside some small black boxes. I also put away scrap book things. So now my desk doesn’t look like someone just dump papers all over it.